Friday, August 04, 2006

Deception

It's been a rough couple of days. A dear friend of mine had his heart ripped out, kicked and spit on. She deceived us all...especially you.

You know me, a song comes to mind...

In The End
Linkin Park

(It starts with)
One thing I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried
so hard

And got so far
But in the end It doesn't even matter
I had to fall To lose it all
But in the end It doesn't even matter

One thing I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I
I tried so hard

And got so far
But in the end It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall To lose it all
But in the end It doesn’t even matter

I’ve put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this There’s only one thing you should know
I’ve put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard And got so far
But in the end It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end It doesn’t even matter

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"...Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit." 2 Corinthians 3:7-18